Sorry it's been a long while since I last blogged. I have to say nothing has changed much since my last posting. I've been in a funk I suppose or just been lazy about blogging and thinking about my emotions. I do miss it tho. I actually went back and read some of my old postings and it really helped me get back to myself again because I remember those moments when I was writing and recalling those experiences. I guess lately I've just been complacent on where I'm at. I hate feeling restless when I'm bored. I know I can make time to be busy but I want to enjoy whatever it is that will keep me busy instead of being busy for the sake of it, it that makes sense.
I guess I'm bored now and not knowing what to blog about. Oh yes being complacent. I hate it. I never want to be in that state. I'm always yearning for something more but yet not really passionate about doing it. I love the quote "live on purpose". That sums it up and yet as much as I yearn for it I'm not doing anything about it. The state of just being is not enough for me. I'm guilty of being lazy. I need to be inspired though. I need to feel good about what I'm doing or who I'm helping. I want to be part of a greater plan on impacting someone or something just so I know my contribution has been made. I guess work comes in handy which does satisfy me from an 8-5 sense but for my personal contribution I want to do and be more. For starters I am acknowledging my weakness and recognizing my desires and with that results in my actions which is to finish this blog and get back to the swing of things.
This is a start. I've been contemplating this for a while so with that I'll get back to what I enjoy doing and discovering for myself.
