Time has flown from my last blog "Does that mean he's interested?" well to recap from that blog it's obvious I'm no longer interested in him. He was very much interested in me and a very nice guy. I have to say dating someone for some time does give you a general sense if you're interested or not per say....of course right :) I got to thinking man I was so clueless, excited and nervous when I first met him and excited at first to go on dates. So why didn't it last? My answer is I don't know. I still don't know. There's nothing he did or say to put me off but from the whole time we spent together I still wasn't sure to prolong our relationship. There was no definite answer to how I felt or how I saw him. It was more of just being and enjoying each others' company but I can't even say "enjoying" is the right word. It was more indifferent to be exact. My friends say I didn't like him or there was no spark but I didn't mind hanging out with him. I don't know. And as I'm still writing this I still don't know why I'm not interested. Maybe that is my answer because I don't know and to know that I don't know how to feel or understand what it is with us is enough to say no and I'm ok with that. I may have shorted myself on getting to know the potential of us but from the time we spent together was sufficient to see what it is right now and that's being indifferent. I don't think that's a good start to falling in love with someone. Therefore I pass.
P.S.
We are still friends.
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