Loneliness

I don't know if the feeling of loneliness is good for you.  I don't ever feel good being lonely.  Let me take that back there are times where I cherish my alone time, but to feel lonely I think is a sinking, depressing, and sad feeling that I get sometimes.

Honestly I feel more lonely when Im with someone who's not satisfying my desires.  I can be in a room full of people, surrounded by strangers and feel so alone, so small, so invisible.  Some of my amazing experiences on my last trip was shared mostly with complete strangers.  I couldn't feel the real true joy by myself.  I told someone as much as I should be happy, I don't feel the rush like I use to.  She said maybe because you're not sharing it with someone.  She's right.  I felt numb to the excitement.  I felt so sad on what I'm experiencing and all I could wish was to share this with someone, could be a friend as well.

Based on my personal experience  I find it to be true that no one or "I" can be truly happy without sharing your happiness with someone. Isn't that how relationships and friendships are built by sharing?

But you know what I know it's needed I know we all have to experience this alone.  Otherwise how else can we appreciate the time shared.